Lady Jami's Rambles

[Big_Girl_Bigger_Heart]

Breakfast:Nurtisystem Frosted Oats Cereal + 4oz fat free milk

90 Calories
2g Fat
23g Carbs
2g Protein


Lunch: Nutrisysem Whipped Sweet Potatoesw/cheese + Salad w/2tbs f/f honey mustard salad dressing.

200 Calories
5g Fat
29g Carbs
10g Protein

Snack: Blah...I wasn't in the mood to eat a snack today.

Dinner: Nutrisystem Chicken Pasta Parmesan, Salad and Mixed veggies.

220 Carlories
4.5g Fat
25g Carbs
20g Protein

[Missy]

Sounds like you are doing a great job on your eating! Keep up the good work!

[Jules]

I don't think you're bragging at all. I love my man too and I can tell how happy you are and how full of love you are for your man when you write. I feel like I have a lot in common with you and Carrie especially -maybe it's just the place we're all at in our lives. We've all had to learn a lot about letting others into our hearts. Although everyone is a great support with exercise and diet and I love everyone here, I really enjoy your and Carries journals and the things you say about opening your heart and your confidence growing.

I'm glad you're doing so well and part of me wishes I could do the nutrasystem too. Unfortunately I'm nearly 26 and still in school (with no money to speak of) so I need to aim for cheaper foods right now.
ps there's nothing wrong with being older and in school, and in some ways I'm convinced you'll get more out of it than those who are younger.

Way to go on your diet and keep posting 'cause we love reading about your progress!

[Trying4Thin]

I dont know if anyone else feels this way, but when I read a journal other than my own, I sometimes feel like I am eavesdropping on a private conversation. Thanks for the compliments though!There is no greater compliment than somebody saying that you inspire them, or that you are their idol/hero. Once again I am shocked that so many people have found something useful in my daily comments (or rants as the case may be). One of the many reasons I love this site is that we all have different histories, and yet coming together on this site allows us to see what we have in common; allowing us all to bond. Because there is no "infighting and cliques" like on the tv show, we have more time to be productive in our lives than the contestants. Ok getting on the show would be a heck of a way to start, but here in the real world is where it counts. The ranch is a sterile environment (sans temptations). However if I spent 5 hours getting my ass kicked, the last thing I would want is a dessert. This is the way to do it...I think it requires diet, exercise, and this page (I like to refer to it as the (24 hour Page To Stop Binges In Their Tracks). Doesnt matter what time of day, somebody is always posting. A middle of the night post, or reading about somebody else's day could mean the difference between a late night binge and success on the scale or with the tape measure.

~Carrie

[Big_Girl_Bigger_Heart]

Hehehe, I do feel kinda nosey too. However, it's always nice to know I'm not the only one who has down moments, or has a wonderful manimal. It seems a lot of us do have manimals we love, and are very supportive, and that makes me feel all warm inside. Or, that could be heartburn. hahaha
To you Jules, you get lots of hugs. You're such a sweetheart, and it means a lot to hear you say that. I have to agree with you that you, Carrie, and I seem to be a lot alike. I'd like to think it's because another chapter of our lives has begun, and maybe it was time for our paths to cross. What we stand to learn from each other, as well as others will help us heal the old wounds, and advance with ease into the next stage of life with kick ass figures. WOOHOO.
Nurtisystem is a good program, but it can be costly as well. What some people don't realize is, you actually still have to buy food to go with your nurtisystem meals. Sometimes it's just a pain in the ass. I'll forget to add a protein serving, or a fruit serving...or I am so miserably full, I'll just say screw it, and only eat the meal they provide. Kind of like tonight. They really weren't kidding when they said you'll never be hungry on this program. Geez.
~Anywho~

I'm amazed at the endless energy I have, and how playful I've been lately. Granted, I've always been kind of playful...but now I am actually doing it openly instead of in the shadows. I feel so confident, and sure of myself. I mean, losing weight has been awesome don't get me wrong...but the mental aspect of this is beyond anything I could have imagined. I've made damn sure I'm not making anyone feel badly, or getting an "ego". It's not hard though really. I have a reason to be happy, and it's the greatest reason in the world. I love myself, and the person I am.
I have every intention of making sure I lose weight, and stay on track...however, I've also decided that life waits for no one. I cannot focus all my attention on what's wrong with me. I have to focus on what's right with me. I know not every single day is going to be easy. I know that at some point, I will possibly slip up, and get off track for a minute or two. However, I also know that nothing in this world can take away the happiness I feel inside. The pride I feel when I look at ice cream or pie, and snub it for a salad and not think twice about it. But above all, nothing can take away what I've found, and that's myself.
Well, the manimal is calling me....so, I gotta end this for now. Besides, I think I'm rambling again. hahaha.

Lady Jami

[Big_Girl_Bigger_Heart]

Breakfast:Nurtisystem Scrambled Eggs w/peppers and Mushrooms + 5oz glass of Fat Free Milk


140 Calories
7g Fat
6g Carbs
12g protein


Lunch: Nurtisystem Tex-Mex Rice and Beans

190 Calories
1.5g Fat
38g Carbs
7g Protein

[Missy]

I have every intention of making sure I lose weight, and stay on track...however, I've also decided that life waits for no one. I cannot focus all my attention on what's wrong with me. I have to focus on what's right with me. I know not every single day is going to be easy. I know that at some point, I will possibly slip up, and get off track for a minute or two. However, I also know that nothing in this world can take away the happiness I feel inside. The pride I feel when I look at ice cream or pie, and snub it for a salad and not think twice about it. But above all, nothing can take away what I've found, and that's myself.
Well, the manimal is calling me....so, I gotta end this for now. Besides, I think I'm rambling again. hahaha.

Lady Jami

WOW!!! I was definately inspired by what you said here. Good for you!! I am so proud of you for having a positive attitute about this! It's such a great thing to hear and I think you are doing an amazing job!

[Trying4Thin]

Hey when it the new order of food coming?? Nutrisystem is becoming very popular. I cant even get through a magazine or some web page without seeing an ad for it. I cant wait til you weigh in. I think I might be more excited than you are!! Just think of all the sexy new "jammies" (pj's) you can get when you hit goal. Poor Manimal wont know what to do with himself!!

Way to go with the positive thinking. I think we should all take a cue from you. I know that I occasionally bash myself when I get a glimpse of my stomach and chest in the mirror. Then I think about how many inches I have lost, and then I remember why I started this trip.

Have a great weekend!

~Carrie

[Big_Girl_Bigger_Heart]

My next order is being shipped April 06. I am looking forward to trying those apple cinnamon soy chips. I agree with you about how popular nutrisystem has become. I think that has a lot to do with the free week of food promotion they have going right now. And of course, the results.
Hahahaha...I say jammies too. I love lounging in my jammies, and relaxing. The manimal thinks because I am laying there relaxing, that's his hint to lay between my legs, and turn me into the human body pillow w/head rubbing action.
Positive thinking isn't always helpful when it comes to seeing my things I really don't like about my body. A perfect example of that is strech marks. I have them from chest to ankle. Sadly, no matter how skinny I get, I'll never be comfortable with those. And of course, excess skin. I am not above getting a tummy tuck, and a breast lift if it comes down to that.
I am looking forward to my weigh in. I cannot wait to see the drastic decline in the numbers, and I am very confident that if I stay on course as I have been, it'll be very rewarding.

Okay y'all, I went to a nutrition store today. Since I do actually have to buy real food to go with Nurtisystem, I said what the heck, I'll check one out. WOW, was I impressed with the selection. If you have one in your town, I really suggest you go. The manimal told me I could spend as much as I felt I needed to spend....and I came out with a bag full for less then 20 dollars. From veggies, to soy chips....right on down to chocolate covered soy....you name it they have it. And I'll be the first to say, if you like chocolate covered peanuts, try to chocolate covered soy beans. You cannot tell a difference. You can have a 28g serving and it's only 170 calories. I also bought some herbal tea. Since I've noticed I'm having a hard time slowing down, at night I'll sit outside, drink some herbal tea, and gaze at the stars. Or read a book if the weather doesn't permit being outside. Either way it goes, I need to actually be relaxed before I attempt to hop into bed.
Also, the sales lady was wonderful. She was more then willing to tell me items she liked, and didn't really care much for. Since she was an older woman, who used to be over weight, I was really at ease talking with her. It's nice to relate to a person who's over came what you're trying to over come.
Ohhh, and for laughs ladies and gents...I actually did something kinda mean today. I went to the deli to get my manimal some potato wedges, and chicken. This woman behind me kept sighing, and tapping her feet. And that is something I loath. Anyways, when the deli lady started to get the potato wedges for me, she got loud with her sighs....so, I told the woman behind the counter..."Ya know what, why don't you just give me all of them." Hahahaha, that chick was pissed off. But geez, what a rude little witch. I hope she learned a valuable lesson. Being impatient tends to have horrible results, and sighing will result in the loss of potato wedges! Besides...she didn't need them to begin with.
Well y'all, that's all I have to say for now. *Hugs*

Lady Jami

[muppet]

Hey Lady!
So, you're real name is Lady Jami -- kinda like Queen Latifah, huh...
I do like your attitude! I think we are basically in the same place. I'm just fine the way I am. I have many good qualities. And I'm doing what I can do, to improve my health. I'm not going to hate myself, or beat myself up, because I haven't lost as much weight as I want. Or if I fall off the wagon, and eat something totally bad for me. I am human -- I'm allowed mistakes.
I'm not going to feel like I'm not good enough. I'm not going to wait to go swimming, or skiing, or see the Dr., until I lose weight. Yes, I have done all those things.... dumb huh.
I have changed the way I dress. I'm no longer trying to hide under baggie clothes. I really do have a pretty nice shape, and I try to look my best. I'm really pretty cute! Yes, that's right --- I said it! I'm cute! I'm 42 ( which really isn't that old -- I swear it -- you'll understand when you're my age -- you won't feel 42!!!), and curvy and cute. My husband can't keep his hands off me!
I have spent a lot of time feeling ugly, and unworthy of anything. I'm done. Anyone who values me because of the size of my **** doens't have a clue as to what I'm about.
It does matter that I'm fat. I do need to get this weight off, and be healthy. But I don't need to do it, so I can look good. Or so people can notice. Or to make me a better person. I am already all those things.
Dang, I think I just hijacked another thread! I should just stay in my own space!