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Well it would appear that I have gotten my mojo back....finally. I spoke to Eric for an hour on Weds and I think that helped to totally focus me. He did say it would be fun to go on a date (obviously not now because he doesn't really think we will work, but I know that things have to change first and I am not going to call him until they do.) I hate my short and broad build but I am going to make the most of it. I want to show him and everyone else what they passed up. I hate like hell that he can't accept me as I am, but now I have an excuse to motivate myself again to prove him wrong. If that is the role he plays in my recovery than so be it. But I know that in the end, he will be the one chasing after me and it will be my choice as to what to do about it.
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"I'm not where I need to be, but THANK GOD I am not where I used to be! I'm OK, and I'm on my way!"
~Joyce Meyer~
Starting weight: (214 lbs)
Current weight: (188.3 lbs)
Total loss: (25.7 lbs gone)
Left to lose for goal 1: (48.4 lbs)
Left to lose for final goal: (68.3 lbs)
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