It's Time For A New Life - Page 172 - The Biggest Loser Fansite Forums

Trying4Thin · #**1711** (**permalink**) 08-06-2007, 10:09 PM

Rock makes me physically ill. Anyone can see he has severe anger management issues. He's going to be around knives??? I think Bonnie has played us all with her "dumb blonde act." I dont think she is nearly as dimwitted as she led everyone to think she was.

It was horrible to see Julia break down tonight. She should be there and not Rock.

Still missing Eric with all my heart.

New shift was ok; but long. Drove 199 miles.

Trying4Thin · #**1712** (**permalink**) 08-10-2007, 10:23 PM

Drove pretty much 1,000 miles this week for work. I am glad tomorrow in Saturday. I need a break to get stuff done.

Got to see the doctor and get my perscription. She put me on something I'd never heard of before; so we will see what happens. Right now I am so freaking miserable I cant stand it anymore. I just dont care period. My best friend left me and it is all my fault for not getting help sooner. All the signs were there long before Eric walked into my life. I really thought that when he emailed me twice over 3 weeks ago, that he wanted to reopen the lines of communication. I havent heard anything since and it is tearing me in two. It would have been better if he had just stayed silent until he was ready to talk more regularly. That is why I was so shocked he wrote at all. He said he wouldnt. So if there is nothing there, and no desire to be with me (even as friends)...why speak? I know I am still in his heart, he still cares about me a great deal, always will. So why the hell wont he talk to me? I would do damn near anything to see him again and win his heart. I know I am the right one for him. I really need him to throw his arms around me right now.

Too bad I couldnt enter; "Fat March."

Trying4Thin · #**1713** (**permalink**) 08-14-2007, 10:00 AM

Finale of Hell's Kitchen was horrible. Julia was made to look like the villian; Josh couldnt cook his way out of a paper bag and the wrong person won. The only thing Rock should have won was anger management classes. He was only behaving because this was the finale and his family was there.

Trying4Thin · #**1714** (**permalink**) 08-14-2007, 11:06 PM

The Biggest Loser is back on Tuesday nights in 3 weeks. 18 contestants will compete for the money and the title.

Missy · #**1715** (**permalink**) 08-15-2007, 06:48 PM

I can't wait until it's back on again, I've been desperately needing the motivation lately. I wonder how this season's episodes are going to work.

Trying4Thin · #**1716** (**permalink**) 08-15-2007, 11:07 PM

There was a brief magazine interview with Allison Sweeney in "Fitness." She said they are no longer at the ranch either. Jillian was not mentioned. I think they may be planning her return as a surprise. And this is supposed to be another good year for weight loss. They also have the oldest contestent ever on the show.

Trying4Thin · #**1717** (**permalink**) 10-17-2007, 09:09 PM

I HATE KIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She is nothing more than a muscled cheerleader with a HUGE attitude problem. NBC PLEASE fire her before she ruins the show!

Sorry I had to vent.

muppet · #**1718** (**permalink**) 10-19-2007, 06:30 PM

I didn't see last weeks show, so I don't know exactly what Kim did. But I am shocked that the red team let themselves tie, and let Blue decide who goes home. I would NEVER want to give up control to the competition.
I get tired of the teams playing the game so early, and instead of voting out the weakest, they vote out who they think will be the most competition. If I were in these people's situation, I don't think I would be very concerned about winning the money, but I would be trying to stay around as long as possible, and to me that would mean keeping my team as strong as possible, and staying out of the eliminations.
I don't know if Kim had some kind of role in their decision to tie?

mifsit · #**1719** (**permalink**) 10-22-2007, 08:57 AM

i hate to sound like a sourpuss but if your'e going to talk about BL4 in your journals please put a spoiler warning on as we won't get the series for about 6 months after you guys. thanks

Trying4Thin · #**1720** (**permalink**) 12-11-2007, 08:17 AM

I'm back for good. I really wish I had never left. Perhaps if I had stayed I wouldnt be back over 200 again. That changes here and now. It's great to see you guys again. When I get a second; I am going to start tracking everyone down because even the strongest cant do it alone. I thought I was cured. Only months ago I was in a size 10 jeans, could actually run outside (woohoo!), and I was lifting at home. I want that back and maybe I will have a chance at a better life for myself. I am going to force myself to stop thinking about Eric as much as I do and put any thoughts on a shelf for God to wrestle with. Maybe then things would change if I quit caring so darn much and he could see that I was a good friend first. I cant force him to like me. His biggest problem is that he feels pressured; even though I havent even said anything about a relationship since July 4th. At the rate I am going; it's not looking like it's going to happen anyway. I am going to kick friends out of my life who say hurtful things that arent even true. (Nobody here.) Justin Timberlake may have brought; "sexy back." But I am bringing sweaty and stinky back. It's what I do best.