It's Time For A New Life - Page 154 - The Biggest Loser Fansite Forums

Missy · #**1531** (**permalink**) 03-04-2007, 08:33 PM

Carrie, if by the changes around here you were referring to me being a moderator, I was not meaning to step on any toes. Brian just sent me a pm asking me if I wanted to help out since I'm an active user on the forums.

Trying4Thin · #**1532** (**permalink**) 03-04-2007, 08:34 PM

No that wasnt it.

Trying4Thin · #**1533** (**permalink**) 03-05-2007, 09:41 AM

Garfield E-Comic by Jim Davis

©2007 Paws, Inc.
I dont want to go to work today. What else is new??

Just sent a thank you note to Armand for the note from Jillian. Anyone ever hear of the Hallmark character "Screaming Banshee?" He is going to get his ears screamed off. Too bad I wont be there to see it. I would pay to be a fly on the wall; especially if he has clients working out. "Armand's Gym of Torture." Check out "The Screaming Banshee" at Hallmark.com (ecards).

Finally caved in and am working on a MySpace page. I like my page better at Weighins.

It is still freezing here. Add in depressing and gloomy. Where is Spring??

Didnt get a darn thing done this weekend. Well I did pay my rent, send off some money orders, and create the next pile of laundry to do. I really need to get my life back. I am so depressed without Eric. He is the first person I want to talk to about everything. But I am taking the necessary steps to get my head back on straight so my overall attitude/life outlook is better. THAT is what ruined everything between us. He wants a happy girl; and I wasnt. I am loved by a lot of people; but when I get around him; I would just act stupid because of my emotions and he couldnt see what everyone else saw in me. (He did see a few bright spots though; but not enough to want a relationship.) I still believe that deep down he hasnt given up hope for us.

OK I have to gripe now....Was at the store the other day and I came out to my car and noticed a scratch. I have been very careful about where I park (for the most part); but come on people!! AND why the heck do people have to sit on my ass at a stop light or stop sign?? If I inch up a quarter inch to get away from you; DONT FOLLOW ME!! You arent going to get there any faster. THIS is why I didnt want a new car. I have an irrational fear that I will be involved in an accident. I was almost rear-ended leaving the bank yesterday.

Yawn...Back to business.

Trying4Thin · #**1534** (**permalink**) 03-05-2007, 01:05 PM

Armand sent my Jillian pics!! Will post them tonight after work. They need to be rotated before posting.

muppet · #**1535** (**permalink**) 03-05-2007, 01:59 PM

I had to laugh at your parking issues. Yesterday we were at Burger King ( for the kids -- burger king doesn't even tempt me -- I don't like it at all), and just when we were leaving this big TRUCK parks beside us. And it was big, because we had our van, and it's pretty big itself, but it was dwarfed by this monster. Anyway, he has to part right next to us, when the whole parking lot was basically empty. What's up with that? I mean, I could barely open my door and get in. And ya know, it's been snowy and sloppy and our van isn't the cleanest, so I really hated having to basically rub up against it to get in. For crying out loud folks.... MOVE OVER!

Trying4Thin · #**1536** (**permalink**) 03-06-2007, 11:11 AM

Having trouble getting the Jillian picture to stay rotated after I save it; for some odd reason. I will keep at it and Armand is supposed to be sending me more pics soon.

Last night I got an email from my brother asking me to call him ASAP. Turns out my grandmother (and last living grandparent) fell yesterday and was at the hospital in Intensive Care. From what little I DO know; they are saying that it doesnt look good. My parents are currently in Mexico on business and just found out last night. Ironically enough; my other grandmother passed last year from complications from a fall a few years back as well as Alzheimer's Disease. I never got to say goodbye to her; and I am hoping that it wont happen all over again. I never got to meet my father's father before he passed; and my other grandfather passed several years ago and I wasnt there to say goodbye to him either. I am hoping and praying that she will pull through this. I know how much she loved me and wanted to see me again. And I wanted to see her too. I'm sorry; but I do not accept death as being a part of life. It's painful having people in your life and then they are taken away forever. I refuse to accept that I wont see my grandmother again in this lifetime.

Trying4Thin · #**1537** (**permalink**) 03-06-2007, 11:22 AM

This is one picture of Jillian at the Trainer Conference last month. More to come!

muppet · #**1538** (**permalink**) 03-06-2007, 11:24 AM

Dear Carrie,
I'll say a prayer for your grandma, and for you.
Please let us know how she's doing. I understand about grandmas -- mine just turned 94. I adore her. Take care Carrie,
Love,
Carol

Trying4Thin · #**1539** (**permalink**) 03-07-2007, 12:20 AM

At 4:43 pm I got the call I was dreading; my grandmother had passed away due to the head trauma sustained from her fall. I hope that she finds my grandfather up in Heaven. I know how much she has missed him these last few years.

Goodbye Grandma Sarah; I love you and will I miss you always.

louie · #**1540** (**permalink**) 03-07-2007, 12:46 AM

I am so sorry for yours and your family's loss Carrie.

My most heartfelt sympathy and biggest hugs goes out to you.

May she fly on angls wings to be with your grandfather.

Much love,
Louie