
Ok I got this idea from another site; but I am looking for an accountability/exercise/food control buddy. It is no secret that I am completely miserable right now, and that makes me more vulnerable to straying. But I am rededicating myself to my lifestyle change and to myself. I am looking for somebody who I can check in with on a daily basis and who will bust my @$$ so I can get to 120 pounds before November 20th when I go home. I am NOT looking for somebody to be nice to me. I am looking to be pushed....When my back is to the wall; I always rise to the occasion and come out swinging. So if you are interested; please let me know. I will have your back as well; fear not. Together we will be unstoppable. We wont be competing against each other; but with ourselves as individuals. I am looking to get to a place that I have never been to before...
My end of "Camp" goal is to be healthy, strong (both mentally and physically), sexy, thin, beautiful (inside and out), and ready to take on the world. Then I am going to chase after my destiny....Nobody will ever treat me as a second class citizen ever again. My days of being obese, overweight, whiny, teary-eyed, and scared are going to be history. From here on out; the real Carrie is taking charge...(I almost feel sorry for Eric because he wont recognize me when I am through with myself.)
All the best,
~Carrie
