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Well I'm back again for a second time today. Can't sleep and do not feel like doing any housework. Was not able to go to the gym tonight, Wednesday nights are to jam packed. Do you ever wonder why you were the one in your family chosen to be fat. I have 3 siblings and none of them have ever had any problems with their weight. Both parents are healthy weights. I know I'm an emotional eater but when did it start and why didn't someone stop me. I can never remember me being normal weight. Both my spouse and I are overwieght and we are really trying to teach our daughter how to be healthy. We try to encourage her with sports and exercise and making good choices about her eating. Sometimes I wish I could just go back and relive my childhood and make better choices with my health and eating. I am very thankful that so far my weight has not caused and health problems as of yet. I am really trying to become a better person with each pound I shed. I know that I have issues and I am trying to deal with those as I wade through this journey. I do realize that I have some issues that I feel I must never voice and will just have to pray to God that he will let me work those out in silence and through pray with him. Well I beginning to ramble now so I will go.
Thanks for all the support.
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