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Update
Today - they removed the ventilator after they had her completely weaned off the sedatives. She did really well when they removed it...started breathing treatments immediately. As she was receiving her treatment she had cried for my mom - I was the only one in the room with her...I asked her "Do you want Mom?" She shook her head so I called my mom immediately and told her that she was crying for her...mom was on her way in a hurry. It was EXTREMELY tough b/c she had crying spells - she would be okay and then she would wake up and start crying really hard.......she knows that she had the ventilator and she knows how close it was. She is terrified as anyone would be - she misses her kids - she hurts....it was a very emotional day for all of us. I have been talking with God about how I feel (he already knows) but I feel that I have to tell Him - I am doing a little bit better but could be better. I am hoping to be able to go see her again tomorrow but not sure if I'm going to be able to. The nurses said that she is going to have to have xrays on her chest to be sure she doesn't develop pneumonia - if she does develop it then she will have to have the ventilator put back in. We are all hoping for the best.
I have learned that asking others of prayer is not selfish - I would like to ask for the ones of you who do pray to pray for me. As you know I am having a difficult time with God - Himself.
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! I'm out for the night...keep you informed.
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