Awww...I'm sorry you're under so much stress hun. I really am. If you need anything, let me know. I'll give you my number or something and be as supportive as I possibly can be.
I understand about the holding hand part. I don't think this program is for everyone. My biggest issue is, I cannot cook healthy. If it's not deep fried, chicken fried, or mashed and covered in gravy, I can't cook it. It's just easier for me to grab and go, rather then try to measure everything, and eat. Perhaps when I've gotten used to portion control, I'll try to do things on my own...until then, this is best possible program for me.
I know you had said you liked the snacks. Have you tried the Cordial Cherry's? Oh my goodness are they yummy. And they taste just like the real kind. My only issue is, they give you too many. So, I just put them in the freezer, and wait for my next chocolate attack.
All is well for me hun....outside of trying to correct some bad behavior I noticed. I think I was turning into a snob.
I just had to check myself, and get my goals in order.
Carrie, I hope you're feeling better. I really do. You're far too wonderful to be sad. *Hugs for you*
Let me know if you need me for anything.
Lady Jami