I've been thinking the past few weeks as I've been losing weight. I think that I kind of "hide" behind my weight.
I don't have very good self esteem and I don't think I'm very attractive and since the break up with my ex fiance' and thinking about being single and the possibility of dating other men I'm kind of scared that I'm losing weight.
Before I could always tell myself that men aren't attracted to me because I'm overweight. Well, if I lose the weight I'm afraid men are still not going to be attracted to me and I'm going to have to admit to myself that it wasn't the weight, it's just that I'm not very attractive.
Does that make any sense at all??
