[desperatlydepressed]

im new here. i stumbled acrooss it when i was trying to find out why bob left the show down here in australia now im going to stay.

i am a member of a lot of forums. and im trying my heart out to loose weight and i have been for years, but i never quite get there. this time i hope is different.the other forums im on support me yes, but not with loosing weight. my family does, but they dont. my friends tell me i dont need to, when i really do.

i need support to help me get through the tough times, the dreaded plateu. the emotional downs, and the energetic ups.

i wish more then anything now that i went on the show. i was so dam scared, that i didnt , and now here i am sitting at home watching.

i couldnt believe there one week weight loss, i have been going to the gym for 3 months and all ive lost is 10kg.

ok. yes its a lot, and its a big achievement. but when you see people loosing that amount in one week, you wish you could do what they do.

my biggest problem is emotional eating. im bored so i eat, im having a bad day, which i do every now and again. and i eat.

and its not the little things its the big things and before i know it ive blown up like a balloon again.

ok. so im going to start over again.

this is now my first week.

wish me luck
lisa