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Patty Ann! I feel as if I was only 28 ten minutes ago! If I could go back and have a long talk with the 28 year old me I would beg myself to try harder, stay with it. I would tell my younger self that there would be events in my life that I would have enjoyed if only I didnt hate the way I looked and felt. How there are no pictures of me in my home, and I never let anyone snap photos of me with my son. He seems to only have one parent in every captured memory, the important ones and the every day moments.
There are weddings I stayed home from because I couldnt find a dress, or because by the time I wresteled my lardful legs & butt into panty hose I was too tired to go any farther. Other times I went and thought I looked presentable until I was seated at the table with my beautiful cousins and their husbands and felt like a beast among lillies.
PLEASE stay focused and keep up the good work so that when you are 42 you dont look back on the wasted years like I do! The years between 28-42 are your young adult years and you owe it to yourself to enjoy them as much as possible.
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