[Joysieangel]

There has been a lot going on in the last year, my divorce will be final in December, even though it was me that filed, I still felt like a failure. I was off track for a long time. I went into a deep depression, when I get depressed I turn to food. That is one thing that I have to stop doing, life is full of stress and food isnt the way to make that stress and depression go away. I have met a new man, he likes me for who I am not what I can do for him. This week alone Ive dropped almost 10 pounds, I started being more active, taking my dog for walks, Im actually doing the biggest loser work out video. My eating like always isnt the greatest, I just havent been hungry but this time Im going to do something different. Im not going to go out and buy all fruits and veggies and count everything. I want to eat like everyone else just do smaller portions. I think my stomach is shrunk a bit, last night I had some pasta salad and I didnt even finish the portion I had. It was a great feeling. I hope great things come to all of us!!!