Day 4
Woke up this morning and I am feeling lousy. The scale is once again being unkind and I feel fat and bloated. A couple of weeks ago, I hit the 150's and now I am stuck in the mid to low 160's. I thought nixing the diet soda and the prepackaged meals would jumpstart something. Then again, it is that time of the month (sorry guys). And I need to be more diligent in my exercise. One day of hard core exercise doesnt excuse the next few days off. I just wish this nightmare were over already. I am so sick and tired of being fat and alone. I am pushing 31 and feel like I will never get my chance to walk down the aisle. I have backed off "my guy" and I havent heard from him in a while. I know he is busy though. His birthday is Valentine's Day (of all the luck). Thinking of dropping him a card for all the good it will do.
Like Ryan Beason once said, "I feel like a big fat tub of goo."
~Carrie