[Trying4Thin]

Things haven't been going so hot lately. I'm burned out and I just keep packing on weight. I am going home this week and I am happy and dreading it at the same time. Spent almost 2 hours on the phone with my mother's trainer/my friend today. I set up an appointment with him for when I am home. I need to get my ass straightened out once and for all. I am going to be setting up some web pages for him when I go home as well as helping his wife with iTunes. I also have to help my parents with their computer issues. Armand asked me if I wanted to go to the Health Fair in Boston Sunday before I fly home. Guess who is going to be there? None other than Ali Vincent. It will be nice to meet her in person because she and her mother were big inspirations to me. Got a brief email from Eric last week because I had sent him some YouTube videos. I have been backing off and at the same time I'm hoping that he will have a change in heart. Although right now I don't want to see him in my present state. I really do miss him a lot but I am trying to focus my attention elsewhere. I also chopped a lot of my hair off.