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I went to get a Wii fit, but they were sold out. There's only 1 store in town that would carry it ( Kmart) and they aren't the best at keeping things in stock. But I'm patient. I'm excited to try it. I guess you enter in your height, step on the board, and it just comes out and says 'You're fat!" Well, only if you are fat -- which I am. I'm not sure if it actually says you're 'fat', but it calculates your BMI or something and puts you in the proper category. I think I'm 'obese', but very close to just being 'overweight'. Whatever -- I know how much I weigh and I know it's too much. I'm not sure if I'd be completely happy and my ideal weight though. I have never wanted to be itty bitty. I like my curves -- some of them anyway! But Wii fit does look like fun. Wii sports is fun, but I don't really play it anymore. I got really sore shoulders too.
I'm feeling really 'blah' lately. I'm sick and tired of myself and my eating habits. So many times I over indulge just out of habit, or emotional eating. I can do just fine the whole day and then give in to something, for no realy reason at all. Last weekend my husband and I were working on a project. We had a late breakfast, never had lunch and by the time we got around to dinner I was starved. And because we hadn't eaten lunch, my brain went into 'pig out' mode. I ate way more than I needed to. Way past when I knew I was full......
I'm so sick of me and my whining. My struggles are always the same, and I don't do anything to change them. I'm tired of writing about it, and don't think I will again unless I actually turn some kind of dietary corner. I don't really know what that means, but I think I'll know when it happens.