[macaulie4]

Hi my name is Dawn, I'm 34 yrs old and a stay at home mom. I have a 4 year old little girl who is my everything. I have been married for almost six years. I have been over weight my whole life. I would like to start losing weight for different reasons. One reason is just to be healthy,2nd is too be happy with myself. I have suffered from depression, where I eat to feel better. Yet never really feeling better so I eat some more. I grew up in a house where junk food was the norm, it was your reward for doing something good. So I never really learned to eat right. All through school I was the fat kid that was a good friend, but never good enough hang out with unless they needed something. You know the type can never say no. Even day I can never say no, so I never learned how to put myself first. I joined the biggest loser club about a month and a half ago. I haven't really given it my all yet. Right now I'm on a trip to help my brother through some personal matters. I hope in a couple of weeks when I get home I can give this life change a good shot. I'm at the point now where I'm very unhappy and I cry alot. The thought of losing weight scares me to death. I don't know why but when I think about how nice it will be to be thinner, it scares me. But dying young scares me too, not being here for my daughter. I look at all the information out there about this life change and I feel so over whelmed by everything. I have so much weight to lose, I feel so hopeless. I would appreicate and help and support you can please give me. And I offer support to anyone who needs it, and friendship. Thank you

Dawn