I am currently peeved off at AI for voting off Phil last night. LaKisha has had a rough couple of weeks and Phil has gotten better by leaps and bounds. My prediction is LaKisha says goodbye next week unless Blake really messes up.
I wrote Eric a short email today and then sent him a link to an Elliot Yamin video. It really is a nice video to accompany a beautiful song. A few minutes later I had a response; but he didnt mention the video so I dont think he had seen it yet. Things are getting better; but my weight isnt. Looking at myself sitting down I look like I weigh 200 pounds. I cant meet his parents like this. I guess I hope that my new 'tude will be enough for him since he claims the reason why he didnt like me wasnt my looks. But there is still time to change before we meet again. We are talking; I mean really talking and I cant ask for more than that. I wish he told me he missed me today. But he wrote and that made me smile big time. That is what got me through today. I got crazy busy again at work and traffic was a "witch."
YouTube - Elliott Yamin-Wait For You
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"I'm not where I need to be, but THANK GOD I am not where I used to be! I'm OK, and I'm on my way!"
~Joyce Meyer~
Starting weight: (214 lbs)
Current weight: (188.3 lbs)
Total loss: (25.7 lbs gone)
Left to lose for goal 1: (48.4 lbs)
Left to lose for final goal: (68.3 lbs)
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