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Went from really happy this morning to really depressed. Nothing from Eric. Emailed him Saturday to see if maybe he might want to get together for a little bit sometime in the future. Still nothing. But I know how his weekends are and overall time is. If I dont hear anything by Friday I am going to really be hurt. I know he has a right to be skeptical of me because of my past behavior but what the hell do I have to do to let him know I am not that brat anymore? It's a New Year and this time things are different. I dont want anything from him but his friendship. I havent seen him since July. I havent talked to him on the phone in almost 3 months. This really is hell on earth. (Sorry for all the doom and gloom but I have to vent).
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"I'm not where I need to be, but THANK GOD I am not where I used to be! I'm OK, and I'm on my way!"
~Joyce Meyer~
Starting weight: (214 lbs)
Current weight: (188.3 lbs)
Total loss: (25.7 lbs gone)
Left to lose for goal 1: (48.4 lbs)
Left to lose for final goal: (68.3 lbs)
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