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I am seriously at my breaking point. I cant stand the silence anymore. All I ever do is spend time alone. Why would Eric write and tell me that he was wondering how I was doing too if he didnt care? Why would he answer at all? I wish I could call him. I wish I could see him. I wish he would hold me again and everything would be ok. More pipe dreams of mine. I am just sick of my life. All I ever do is work, sleep, spend time alone, and wish for Eric. Just what I always wanted for myself.
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"I'm not where I need to be, but THANK GOD I am not where I used to be! I'm OK, and I'm on my way!"
~Joyce Meyer~
Starting weight: (214 lbs)
Current weight: (188.3 lbs)
Total loss: (25.7 lbs gone)
Left to lose for goal 1: (48.4 lbs)
Left to lose for final goal: (68.3 lbs)
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