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Well I did the final car cleaning....vaccum and armorall. Looks pretty spiffy. Still feeling really low about this. I know "it's just a car," but is it? Bet if it hadnt flunked e-check it wouldnt be going back east. I always knew that eventually I would get another car when I got full time; but this was sooner than I anticipated. At least I wont have to drive around with the check engine light staring back at me. That is one good thing. And the Corolla will have fresh paint vs 11 year old paint.
I really need to snap out of all this crap that is getting me down. 1 good thing though; I am out of the weeds with the hives. Occasionally I will get an itch; but nothing like before. (knock on wood).
2 hours and counting til BL. I am already getting nervous. If Kai or Heather wins I think I am going to toss my tv out the window. NOT kidding.
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"I'm not where I need to be, but THANK GOD I am not where I used to be! I'm OK, and I'm on my way!"
~Joyce Meyer~
Starting weight: (214 lbs)
Current weight: (188.3 lbs)
Total loss: (25.7 lbs gone)
Left to lose for goal 1: (48.4 lbs)
Left to lose for final goal: (68.3 lbs)
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