[Trying4Thin]

Yeah I about passed out too. I should get the details today. Armand called while I was dropping off a wheelchair client so I couldnt pick up my cell.

I did end up eating more than what I wrote down. I go from one extreme to the other. Now I am overeating. Classic depression flags. I'm just mentally zonked and maybe physically as well. Couldnt sleep last night; then I overslept and just made it to work on time. Had to finish getting dressed in the bathroom and my hair was still dripping; but I made it. Just have to get through Weds and I am off til Friday. So much to do and I just dont want to do it. Still no phone call or email. Why am I so surprised? Not even a congratulations on getting full time. Maybe he hasnt checked his email. I dont know I am just sick of making excuses for him. Right now he is missing out on somebody great. Too bad I am the one suffering. I am sure he probably cares less; even though he tells me he cares about me. I am beginning to think that is total BS.