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Carrie
Hi Carrie. I'm sorry I was not here for you in your time of need. I have been so busy that I just don't have time to come in here and "talk"...I really do regret not coming in here daily. As all the others have said - Sorry to hear that you are so heartbroken. I have talked with you privately about Eric and I know how much you love him. I have been there many times with the one I am still with...as you know my marriage hasn't been that easy. I can remember the time this past June that Dan hurt me (once again) by saying very hurtful things. (You were there for me) At the time all I could do was cry b/c it hurt so bad...I drove home and became sick - as I am sure that is what is happening with you. I was unable to eat for a week and lost 6 pounds in one week, which isn't healthy. I really do know and understand what you are going through - the pain is just too much to bear and I hate to see that you are having to go through it.
I really do hope that you have the strength to keep doing what you have been doing and focus in on who you are...not how others see you - whether it is Eric or anyone else who knows you. You know that you have lost a lot of weight on your own - Girl that is the best feeling in the world to know that you didn't need anyone to help you get through it. You have grown so much in the last 8 months (since I have known you) - you are such a loving and caring person - I am so happy to have met you and hope to meet you in person someday. You have inspired me, motivated me, and talked me through my tough times - you have been a terrific friend and I hope that you feel the same about me. I want to help you get through this tough time...I know that you could really use a sincere hug - I'm sending them your way. I also have two ears to listen to what you have to say...muscles in my mouth to keep it shut while you speak and not interruption you...two shoulders for you to lean on. Girl...I am here for you! Please take it easy and try your best to get something in your tummy...I know it is hard and just sounds impossible to do right now but just give some crackers a try...those are easy on the tummy.
Please PM me if you need to talk...Love Ya Lots Girlie!
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