[Jules]

Aw Carrie, I'm so sorry. I know you're feeling awful right now, but there's more to life than men. You have a lot to give, I mean look at how you help all of us! Louie started healing her life because of you! I'm glad you have loving parents and I hope all those around you can show you how important you are to all of us. I'm sorry we can't help things with Eric. I'm so sorry you had to hear such hurtful things. I know you know how hard you've worked and that you are the best judge of yourself -not Eric or us or your parents or anyone. You know most of all how much you've changed -and you should be darned proud of that. You're in control of yourself, and on this crazy planet that's about all we have control over. Some of us don't even have that, but we're working on it too.

It's not a bad idea to take some time for yourself, to focus on yourself not for any purpose having to do with a guy or work or anything else outside of you. Just some you time. Make it positive time, not destructive. You don't know what blessings might lie in your future still but I know you want to be ready for them when they come your way.

I care for you, my friend. I'm so sorry things are not working out with Eric. I am here if you need me. I hope you can get your focus back soon. You are an amazing person.
~Jules