Hi Carrie
I know your hurting right now. All I can say is I wish he would piss or get off the pot. Excuse my language Im so tired of him hurting you. Its like he gets pleasure out of leading you on and then letting you down again. Im not going to tell you to get over him because you know him better then any of us do. I just wish there was something myself or anyone else could do to make you feel better or to help you along. I wish you all the best, and we are here for you
Joy