Just got done doing some of my massive load of laundry. Out of 4 washers and 4 dryers; now 1 washer is still broken and 2 dryers are broken. I am never going to get this pile done.
Now it is time to get into the shower so I can get all sweaty again. I really dont want to go tonight. I have a feeling the usual junk is going to happen and I really dont feel comfortable working my butt off and being stared at. But right now I am in a position where I cant let up on myself. I just wish the machines I use werent right in front of the front desk. Sometimes I wish I were a show horse so I could wear blinders and only look straight ahead and be oblivious to what is going on around me. It is nice to be checked out; but there is a fine line. Plus I still think I am far from "a hottie." Truthfully I only want one guy drooling over me and right now that isnt happening. I dont think I want to see him until the end of next month. I am hoping to be well into the 130's then.
Saved some of my daily food for after my workout just in case I get the munchies. Doubt that will happen because I have a bunch of water to get in yet. And some tomato juice too. Might as well just camp out in the bathroom tonight. Have to go grocery shopping tonight after my workout as well. I am down to my last Breyer's yogurt, Aquafina, and I am out of raisins. Major diet staples for me.
Ok enough stalling. I really dont wanna go; but if I skip I will HATE myself tomorrow. And I will DESPISE myself come Weds weigh in. Bring on the sweatfest...
