I really really dont want to exercise tonight. Waited too long to go to the gym; so I am going to bike instead. My ankles could use the break, and the biking will burn off more fat since my heart rate wont be as elevated. Calorie burn will be lower. Tomorrow I plan on going to the gym and pounding on myself again.
Stuck to my diet today (sort of). Quiznos messed up my salad order and gave me a Honey Mustard Chicken Salad (has bacon). I asked for the Grilled Chicken Caesar. But I was so hungry; I didnt make an issue of it. There is a guy in there who always looks at me funny when I go in and it makes me uncomfortable. This is the second time the salad has been goofed up. But it doesnt happen often so I wont complain. I didnt eat the extra bread that came with it or the dressing. I counted the bacon as my last 1/2 protein serving. All in all; I behaved. I just need to scarf down 2.5 more glasses of water before I go to bed. I am sooo sick of water. But I am taking myself off caffeine until I go home next month. I should be off diet soda altogether so it wont make me bloat; but one every now and again wont kill me. All I have in the apartment now is Diet Rite and Sprite Zero.
I havent heard from Eric since Sept 6th when he wrote me back saying that he did think we could be friends and that if I wanted to do something to just call him and he would try and make time for us to do things. Well I have emailed him just to say hi and I left a phone message for him to call me while he was at work if he had any down time. I guess he has been busy. No big deal since I cant see him anyway. It would just be nice to hear from him a little more often. I have no doubt that the next time he sees me that he will be pleasantly surprised (I hope). I will be a changed woman through and through. I know that it will work between us; I just have to be very careful. Timing is everything. I know he couldnt find anyone out there better for him than I am. He will realize that when he experiences the new and improved me. The one he should have met 3 years ago.
Dreading doing the laundry tomorrow. It doesnt help that 2 of 4 washing machines are broken. I hope they have since been fixed or I will be doing laundry all day and I dont have the time or the patience. Then I am going to do some light cleaning since they are going to come in sometime this week to fix my garbage disposal (again). By tomorrow night all my stuff should be done and I will be able to enjoy a new episode of Extreme Makeover Home Edition. Series starts next Sunday. I cant wait for next week; most of my tv shows will be back for the year.
Ok enough stalling. Gotta crank out at least an hour on the bike.
