[Trying4Thin]

Thanks;

LA Weight Loss Centers is not a gym; they are a weight loss center much like Jenny Craig or Weight Watchers. I am also thinking of applying to Jenny Craig; however I have a feeling that my current employer will give me a lousy recomendation just because they are jerks. They wont promote me; so why give me a good recomendation where I could work somewhere else when they can "keep me for cheap?" I guess it is just a matter of talking to the right people in charge there. There are people on the management team who do like me; and who I do respect. Not all of them are losers. But right now I have to get this weight off because I am not going to look like a pudgy hypocrite. But something tells me that they already would have offered to interview me just like my father said. My other option would be to go directly through coorporate and apply. But having a manager to back me up would look better. I am going to get started on a new resume this week.
I got on the scale this morning for the first time in a few days and I am majorly unhappy. But it was the wake up call I needed. Oh it was bad. I now have 3 weeks and 1 day to get my weight back on track before going home. I am going to force myself to go to the gym tonight. This is downright ridiculous. And I do feel better after a good sweat session. I am also going to ignore all the conflicting comments I get from the counselors about what I should and shouldnt eat. If it is in the book; I can eat it. No if's and's or but's. This yes/no business and "who told you that" is a bunch of bs. I am sick of being put in a position where I am supposed to tell on them. I wont do it. From here on out; we are doing things my way. I am sure that none of their previous clients had lost 50+ pounds on their own. Waking up sore again was not in my game plan.