[Trying4Thin]

I tried to close my eyes today; but I just couldnt. Then came the comment, "You are up a little again today." At that point I just wanted to rip the darn thing out of the wall and run. I think they knew I was ripped because they didnt keep me today. That and I intended to put my journal down on the desk and it flew out of my hand. Now that I am done with the health dept until next month when they come back to check my broken garbage disposal (maintance is going to remove it since I keep having problems); I am going to be living at the gym. Enough is enough. I cant believe how much cash I put into this program and I feel like I am getting nothing but a headache. Bet if I exercised my brains out I would still be getting nowhere. If I am not in the low 130's at 22 weeks; there is going to be a real problem. That is 6 weeks to get my pounds to steppin'. Or I WILL pull that scale out of the wall.