[Trying4Thin]

I hate cleaning! I feel like I am getting nowhere!! Problem being I left too much for me to do and I feel like it will never get done. Too bad BL isnt on so I could watch and clean at the same time. I cant blast the radio because I have neighbors. I did find my ring that I had misplaced. I kinda wish I hadnt because a while back I gave it to Eric. Of course it landed in a drawer. But it does have good significance too. When I began, it was tight on me and now it is falling off. It is a size 10. Yeah I had (and still have) chubby fingers. Occasionally when I walk outside they blow up to the size of sausage links. Scary to think they were almost that size permanently. Gloomy and rainy outside today. Typical Ohio weather. Staying in the 60's today. Thats ok because I dont plan on going anywhere at this point. I have too much to get done around here. But as lousy as I feel right now; I still dont have to report back to work until Tuesday. That feels really good. I am sure it wont come payday; but I value my sanity more than my tiny paycheck. I wont be there forever....Which is why I have to get back on track...NOW! I want to have an application in by no later than December. I would also like to take some weight loss counseling classes next semester. My father says I should be a personal trainer because then I can say whatever I want. LA Weight Loss has guidelines and will undoubtedly censor every piece of advice that comes out of my mouth.