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not really mental
I know I sound mental, but I'm not, just frustrated. My metabolism is so messed up and my will power is not the greatest. My husband and kids unconciously sabotage me all the time. A few months ago I joined a fitness club and was working out 3-5 times a week. I felt great, had energy etc. but then summer was over and back to the job grind (I'm a teacher). Getting back into it again is hard to do. My hubby is working at night now and I have to take the kids with me everywhere I go. I know this sounds like a grip session and a bunch of excuses and I'm sorry about that. I need a physical person to kick me in the behind and get me going. That's why I wanted to be on the show. To kick start me (ha ha).
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fat42long 
living to lose/losing to live
Height: 5'6"
Starting Weight: 272
Current Weight: 252
Lost: 20lbs.
Mini Goal Weight: whatever will come off
Goal Weight: 150
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