Why in the world did they have the auditions so early? I never even saw where they had casting calls. I am so bummed! I am still so upset about not being cast for season 3. I wanted it sooo bad. I get majorly depressed when I see the previews and now I find out that I have missed next seasons chance also. I have tried and tried to lose on my own but I can't figure out the right combination. I worry about myself sometime because I am so obsessed with being on this show. It's not even about the money, it's about the chance to be away from it all and have people help you find the right diet and fitness regime. It is not normal for me to be obsessed with anything and I am making myself miserable. I need comfort.
